i feel like a freaking hypocrite.

here i am, cursing and swearing at my mum,
and in front of her, i'm like,
"orh okay." , "uh, its okay lah. nevermind."

but actually, i'm being damn nice already lah.
i try super hard to talk as nicely to her as possible,
don't wanna spoil good relations mah,
later make things worse.

& something mr tan said today made me want to bear with my parent's nonsense more. not his exact words, but he said something like this,

"you know the difference between teenagers and adults? teenagers ah, they enjoy a lot. their parents give them money, they spend everything, no more money, they still enjoy, but they just enjoy lesser. but adults, once them have no money, can just go and die already."




so, since my parents provide me with money to enjoy,
i shall continue tolerating, & be nice. hahaha.

like, feel the love man.


trick or treat,
smell my feet,
give me something good to eat!

happy halloween! (:


had chinese remedial today.
3 hours of boring sheeeeeeet.
and we even got homework in the end. grr.
and i happily thought that we could have lunch together,
and ended up, i had to go down for band,
even just for that few minutes at the end.
i so could have ran away, but i felt guilty. ;x
so in the end, i went down,
and didn't get to eat lunch with them.

i wanna cry. ughs.
and i can't go with them to climb
the mountain thing with mrs yeo on saturday too.

fugh lah. grr.


anyway, band was quite, alright today.
tried der vogelhandler, or sth,
and grandfather's clock variations.
i personally prefer grandfather's clock variations lah.
but we're gonna try koreanfolksong and songs of sailor & sea on friday.
AND I WONT BE THERE ON FRIDAY.
both songs have oboe solos. grrr. unfairness.


my parents always plan holidays on the wrong days one lah.
always plan on those days i'll miss out on stuff one.

& i'll miss you too.


ah wells. four days will just pass like that.
i'll be fine, you'll be fine, we'll be fine. fine? fine.

and there's piano lesson later.
i dread going there every week. hurrrr.
haven't done my theory homework too. =(



WE GO SENTOSA, OKAY? ;D


wow, thanks mum.
thank you for making my life so miserable.
i feel like shit now, in case you didn't realise.
half my class is freaking going crazy at vivo,
and i'm stuck at home with my burnt cookies.


thank you lah. thanks a million.
i so needed that on the first day of the holidays.
like seriously.

i so shouldn't have told you i had holiday homework.
i so should have just told you i needed to do some project,
and just go out and die somewhere and not come home.

you're not eating my cookies i tell you.
tomorrow, i will bring the whole box of it to school.
i'm even giving the toilet aunty i hate a lot my cookies,
rather than to let you eat it.
now, your life will be as miserable,
cos you won't get to eat my delicious cookies.



and from tomorrow onwards,
i shall go home as late as possible, every day.

and i will work very hard to lose weight,
to show you that my freaking bones exist.
and i will not pack that my huge pile of old textbooks,
AND, i will find a freaking job.



UGGGHH.
what. the. fuck.


they say, a girl looks best on her wedding night.
agreed? agreed.
attended the wedding dinner of
Vincent Shin & cousin, Dorothy Lim.

she was the star of the evening,
beauty & glamour, the spotlight was on her.
dodo jiejie! may the couple live happily ever after. (:
took pics, shall post them another day.
i look funny! okay no, fugly. oh neverminds.


MIRACLE, i didn't post for like 2 days. haha.
sorry jeremy, sorry ppl, can't go out with ya'll to celebrate your bday.
i don't know why my mum's making such a big fuss lah,
but this is like one of the last few times we'll go out tgt like that alrdy.
i'm really gonna miss the whole BONKGAY thing lah.

sigh.
ask me what i want for christmas.
i'll tell you, i want my freedom. really.
& christmas is in 56 days, if i'm right. haha.


concentration, concentration,
this is a game of concentration.

who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?
number _ stole the cookie from the cookie jar.
who me?
yes you.
couldn't be!
then who?
number _ stole the cookie from the cookie jar.

te te de te te, te te!

aaaaaaaaaahhhhh.
i'm going crazy. fuggggh.


亲爱的，谢谢你。(:



happy birthday mercy.
&
happy birthday jeremy.


okay, i can confirm i'm a girl.
i have freaking moodswings,
and the victim of my bad mood is my maid.
not completely my fault though,
she's the one who keeps irritating me with all the crap.

im pissed, get me?
stop asking me to eat grapes.
i hate grapes, cos of the seeds.
& stop calling my name, i'm elsie for today.



ugh.

anyway, i spent almost half the day slacking at home.
watched a few discs of GOONG,
ate a lot a lot of junk food,
ranging from instant noodles,
to stuff my bro brought home from taiwan,
to ice cubes, to bobo itam.
crouched at the sofa, watched tv, and ate.
that's the life man, like seriously.

haha but no, i would have gained a few kgs from that.
so, i went to play golf with my dad and bro in the evening!
played half the course, so 9 holes only.
i think my total number of shots is like double my dad's.
dug loads of grass, lost a few balls, and yeah.
but i think i used up the energy from those food lah.
so after the game, i ate again! whoo.

did i mention sth like I LOVE FOOD before?
hahahaha. that explains my size. gaaah.


band tomorrow. hohoho.

and oh yes, i've done up the twofive blog blogskin!
http://twofive06.blogspot.com/

lalala. (:
i think that's like the nicest blogskin i've done in the past 6 mths.
oh well. whateverevereverever. ;x

二年五班！


PICTURES!
from monday at bibiana's house, doing 5 mins of fame props.

painting the boxes.

the black & whites. haha!

sorry ji. okay i don't know why i typed ji. ;x

zhen.

the guys sitting around.

SEEE. i told you i was the fire. ;D

guniang with the red hair. return me my fire!

and after a hard day's work,

tireeeed!

bleugh.


hahahas.
wonder when will we ever gather like that to do stuff again.
even though that day wasn't really much of a happy day,
it was still memorable.

hoho.
see, christmas is damn important.
they even mentioned it during assembly today. fwahaha.
i love christmas! ;D
christmas is coming in 59 days!



oh, & did i mention i lost my yellow handphone pouch? GRR.
curse the person who took it,
or'd rather, curse the spot where i lost it! HERH.
even though it isn't worth much,
it has loads of ji nian jia zhi lah.

AND IT WAS YELLOW.
& i hate the pink one now. grrrr.


today's the official last day of school.
the last time twofive's sitting together as a class in the hall,
the last time the six of us are gonna sit in a row and go crazy,
the last time we can pass lame msgs down the row,
the last day we're twofive`06.

to all of you, thanks for all the happy moments.
we so screwed the 5 minutes of fame thing up,
but we unexpectedly won. hahahaha.

pawk: the one we think we screw up, we won. the one we think we did damn well, we got nothing.

hahahaha.
at least the garbage bags are sweating paid off.

but anyway, thank you twofive.
thanks for the wonderful two years we had together.
there has been disputes and stuffs,
but we'll always be friends, right.
I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!
including jiajin! and darren! and the people i don't talk to.

i hate to have to say that this is the end of our sec 2 lives.
I FEEL LIKE CRYING. =(
next year, we're all gonna be in different classes and all,
i will miss the lame jokes and stuff in class.

to the whole Gay Society,
up til now, i still think you all damn bitch lah.
hahaha! but you all really played huge roles in my life.
thank you!

& to the 5 of you.
i love you all even more.
without you five, i think i would have like died long ago.
thanks for always being there to share the smiles & tears.
its gonna be weird to not see your heads in front of me in class anymore.
and i'm gonna miss all our weird names.
bie-nah. pawk. the animals. ELSIE. and all that.
hahahaha, i feel like crying already. ;x
all in all, I LOVE YA'LL.



watched DEATH NOTE today.
i'm the white one okay!
you're the 死神. HAHAS. ;x lalala.

its fun taking bus around, not knowing where you'll end up.
next time i shall take until i end up in bedok or sth.
hahahahaha. ;D


wasn't that what ms shyam said?
as we grow up, we just loose all our dreams.
haha, i don't know what i wanna be when i grow up.


chose our subjects today.
i took a huge breath before clicking the submit button.
i don't know if i'm gonna regret my choice in future,
well, hopefully i don't,
but since i chose it on my own,
i'm gonna do it well. (:

i'm excited about next year!
i wonder what's it gonna be like handling 8 or 9 subjs.
i wonder what's it like to have later recess. o_O
but then again, i'm sad that this year's ending.
i'll miss twofive so damn much.


got the damn 5 minutes of fame thing tomorrow.
hopefully we don't screw it up like 360degreesmedicatedoil.
gambatte ! (:

BIBIANA, I LIKE THE ONE LITRE OF TEARS OST TOO. :X



okay, randomness. -.-
grrrrrrrrrr.

feel like dying.
feel like just hiding in a hole forever.
feel like shouting out loud.
feel like piercing an arrow into cushion.
feel like killing everyone and be a loner.

i can start a pimple farm.


today, i told my mum something.
i told her i wanted to stop piano lessons.
i actually finally told her.
obviously she didn't approve of it lah.

then shortly after that,
i recall myself saying that i wanted to be a piano teacher when i grow up when i was young, either that or i wanted to be a professional pianist.

it was nice, at that time.
nice to have dreams that seem so real.
then when you grow up,
you just start to realise how cruel this world is.


just how many people are so lucky
to be able to get the job of their dreams?
and how many people out there would be willing to pay the price to fufil their dreams?



haha.
hypocripsy.

we always say this this and this,
in the end, we just keep doing that that and that.

all just to survive.


a muted scream.
31 & a half hours later.
it's still not vibrating.


can't you just pick up the phone & make that call.
you're torturing me like that.
its almost 27 hours.



urghs. feel like dying.


its not that i want to care so much,
but i can't not care, understand?
you're not that insignificant to me.
you just don't know how hell important you are.




went to bibiana's house today to do the creativity show thing.
changed from the worms thing to some molecules thing.
sorry ben, sorry guys,
sorry if you felt that we like didn't even wanna try your idea.
but since we started on this already,
let's just make it as good as possible alrights. (:



INCONSIDERATE NS MAN.

argh. such a fucker i tell you.
after daisy got off the bus, this NS man got on.
there were so many empty seats around,
and he had to come and sit beside me.
when i was like already struggling to try to be comfortable
with the huge boxes i was carrying.

what the hell lah.
then two stops later, i wanted to get off.
already have so many things to carry,
the asshole refused to get off the seat to let me get out lah,
cos i was sitting on the inner seat.
and he just bent his legs to the side,
i wanted to stare at him and ask him,
"DO I LIKE LIKE I'M VERY SKINNY?"

like seriously lah. what's his problem.
go to hell lah. asshole.
so should have remembered his freaking name.
i was already trying to be nice by not putting the boxes on the other seat,
cos i didn't want to look like an inconsiderate student.

I'M NICE! I KNOW.
okay nevermind. gah. -.- whatever-ness.




and i met craigven at the busstop.
his hair's still as screwed. haha. oh well.


i forgot how many days it is to christmas.


i'm not what you think i am.
i'm not that nice.
& i have my limits.


one day, when i really cannot take it,
i'll just explode.






stop irritating me.
like seriously.


econs class it shall be.
option b.

(:




tell me i'm doing the right thing.


anyway, bon voyage xinjie!
i'll miss you. even though i don talk to you much,
you're still a part of two five. (:
all the best!

okay i doubt he'll see this. oh wells.
whatever. hahahaha. -.-



i'm right. right?


tell me i didn't make the wrong choice.
tell me i'm not regretting what i did.
tell me the world's not becoming what its becoming.

what the hell lah.


i wonder why i'm like that.
i wonder why i look like that,
why i speak like that,
why i blog like that,
why i live my live like that.

like what? like that lah.

what the hell do the good results do lah.
it totally makes no difference.
i still don't get what i want,
and they're still not giving me what i want.

you said you want to cry,
that makes me wanna cry even more.

i hate that uncomfortable feeling.
i want to be right there so much, but nah, in my dreams.


why can't the world be unhappy-free?
if i were to re-write that if i was god journal,
i wouldn't write the same thing anymore.
cos there's so much i wanna change now.



i feel like a freaking liar.
i never keep to my words.
my whole life's a lie.

yes, fish.


okay. pictures.
it'll take forever to upload using blogger.

it took five minutes to upload one pic.
yes because camera picture files are bigger
that those i take with my phone.
so, i used shutterfly!
even took super long to upload it onto shutterfly la.

CLICK HERE




got our results back yesterday.
i love my result slip.
even though i love it a lot, its damn crumpled. -.-



Name: LIM JIA YING ELLISE
Hanyu Pinyin Name: LIN JIAYING ELLISE
Age on 1st Jan: 13
Class: S2-5
S/N: 8
Stream: EXPRESS
Class Teacher: MISS LENG SHU WEI ESTHER
MR SMITHY METHIAS


ENGLISH LANGUAGE 66.6 65.0 65.4 65 B3
CHINESE 75.7 72.5 73.3 71 A2
MATHEMATICS 73.4 76.0 75.4 75 A1
SCIENCE 83.6 76.5 78.9 78 A1
GEOGRAPHY (REVISED) 76 A1
HISTORY (REVISED) 72.4 79.0 77.4 78 A1
LITERATURE(E) 75.0 88.0 83.1 84 A1
DESIGN & TECHONOLOGY 63 B4
HOME ECONOMICS 85.0 72.0 75.9 76 A1
VISUAL ARTS 85 A1
CIVICS & MORAL EDUCATION GRADELESS
PROJECT WORK B4

TOTAL: 751/1000
PERCENTAGE: 75.1
CIP INCOLVEMENT: COMPLETED 33 HRS
ATTENDANCE: 169/170
CLASS POSITION: 1/38
CONDUCT: -
RESULTS: PASSED
PROMOTION STATUS: PROMOTED TO S3 EXPRESS

WEIGHT FOR HEIGHT INDICATOR: ACCEPTABLE
PHYSICAL FITNESS TEST AWARD: BRONZE

REMARKS: -



hahahahah! I KNOW I KNOW.
i'm being such an asshole. sorry lah.
too excited. hahahas.


my brother's first reaction when i let him see my result slip was

"HUH! you acceptable ah, not overweight meh. so fat."

my mum was like,

"WAH! good good. jiayou ah!"
then she just keep quiet already.

my dad even better,

"really anot? shi meh."



haha i guess nobody expected my results to be like that eh.
oh well, i don't know how to choose subjs now.
triple science or econs? gaaah.
at least i still have a few days to think.


meanwhile,
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

its 65 days to christmas.

i feel dumb today.

here's an interesting conversation.


Bibiana: Eh, I'm going to repaint my room. What colour should I paint? I have green and orange bedsheets.

Me: Green.

Jerlyn: Orange!

Me: Okay, orange.

Bibiana: [i cannot remember what she said].

Me: Orange goes with green but green doesn't go with orange!


hahaha.
what was i thinking.

oh, and here's what happened as well.
we were at some computer game shop display window.


Bibiana: Eh! PSP.

Me: Uh..

Bibiana: Its damn good loh. Can play game, can put songs, can put videos, can put pictures. Better than a phone lah!

Me: Can call?
& we started laughing after like 5 seconds of lagging.

Bibiana: Then that would be a phone already.


hahaha. what the hell lah.


& Mr Rafeek is so super funny.
he asked us to stay back after school to get scolded,
because we were making noise during morning assembly,
and we made noise because there was a cockroach
crawling around our butts, which is damn gross lah.

then after school, we waited in class,
for about 10 minutes i guess, then he came.

"Eh, listen up ah, next time during morning assembly, i ask you all to keep quiet, you all better keep quiet. Understand?"

"Yes... "

"Okay, you may go."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
retarded lah.
a bit lame for an adult right. -.-


oh well.
got back results today.
considering the fact that i studied like the night before the exam,
i'm quite satisfied with how i did,
except for english. =/ oh well.

i think we're getting our report books tomorrow. gah!
i don't know what subjs to choose lah. grr.



i feel like just laughing my life away.
then at least every second left would be happy. (:

oh yes, & i went to buy reeds with
cybil & xiangyun & their junior today.
pei ye? pei yi? ahaha, don't know. sth like that.
hahahas.

i'm falling in love with my oboe all over again.
no matter how much i sound like a duck,
i still love my oboe!

oh yes, what did i name it again? O_O




hoho.
i think i said something wrong. sorry. =/
stop ignoring me lah. grr.


67 days to christmas.


i love the world,
because its so beautiful.

but i hate beauty,
because only when we know what beauty is,
we start to notice what's ugly.

i hate ugliness,
because it brings about negative feelings.

but i love negative feelings,
because only when we experience negative feelings,
then we start to appreciate the positive ones.

then again, i hate positive feelings.
because when you're happy and all,
time just seems to pass to quickly, you don't even notice.

i hate to miss out details,
because every detail, every moment, is worth remembering.

i love my beautiful memories,
because these memories keeps me going all the way.

but i hate being strong,
because i end up losing all the care and concern from others,
because they think i don't need it anymore.

but sometimes, i love being a loner.
then, i don't need to care about how others think about me,
and what the hell others say behind my back.

i hate people who talk bad about others,
because i think if you don't like something,
just say it out.

but i can't do that sometimes too.
because sometimes its so difficult.



perhaps some words are too difficult to say.
perhaps keeping it inside would be a better choice.
perhaps that way, everyone would be happier.




okay, i'm mentally unstable or something.


we're gonna get our results tomorrow.
hopefully i didn't screw up too badly.
& this reminds me,
we're yet another day closer to splitting classes.

oh twofive. =/



lala,
thank you dear. (:


welcome to kiddy palace.
let me show you what you can find in here. (:


pretty hats for your child.

schoolbags!

waterbottles,

shoes! aren't they cute? as in the shoes. -.-

not forgetting, underwear,

bolster!

milk bottles,

more clothes,

baby powder also have!

oh, you were looking for outing clothes eh,



we have jackets,

oh yes, swimming costumes,

for boys,

using a bag would be convenient too.

& more clothes,

& if you're looking for something for like wedding dinner or sth,

these aren't a bad choice. (:


& if your child loves stuff toys,

piggys are always appealing.

or'd rather, pink stuff. (:


so, come down to kiddy palace today! :D


tadah. (:



68 days to christmas!


i'm not a really big fan of mr brown,
but i do constantly check for updates.
the one on 'thank you for democracy' ....
not that is VERY funny lah,
but for me, it brings back lots of memories.
sang to the tune of 'thank you for the music'.
brings us back to the time of the performance at IMM.

that was like, our first or second performance without the sec4s.
even though we didn't play thank you for the music,
but that was what we prepared lah.
due to unforseen circumstances. haha.


that was like my second solo.
okay, 'second' solo. i didn't get to play it.
i think the tune of the solo part was really nice. haha. -.-
but yeah, i remember that performance.
plus the ensemble one too.

i think that was once of the band's most memorable performances.
for me lah. i can still picture the crowd.
and the seniors and fellow schoolmates supporting us.



oh my, that was like how long ago. -.-
hahahahaha.
its nice to think of the past sometimes.

& today, we sight read a few pieces that we might play for syf.
i felt like quite a failure.

sight-read like snail nevermind,
fingers get entangled nevermind,
rhythm cannot get also nevermind,
at least make a sound and fill in the gaps right.

that part was like so exposed,
and i almost didn't play a single note, 'cept for the first 3 notes,
and mr tan was like singing the rest of the parts.


liying would have done a much better job.

he's right,
we're still not there afterall.
or maybe, i'm still not there yet.
we can never run away from hard work i guess.



brother is coming back from taiwan tonight!
okay, tomorrow morning. (:
i'm going to be nice and go to the airport to pick him with my mum.
cos i want my present! haha. ;x



no lah.
i'm nice alrights.


69 days to christmas. (:


jing tian shi shi liu hao.
hahahaha. haha. hahaha. -.-
okay its not funny. gah.

happy one month. (:


what a weird way to spend today.

had cme paper, which was quite crappy.
& I STILL FINISHED FASTER THAN HARDY!
okay, wth. hahahaha.

while the others went for the nyaa thing,
i went down to the band room to practise awhile.
haha, hahahahaha.
i sound like shit now lah.
maybe cos my reeds are like 3 months old or sth.
i should get new ones already.
but i still sound quite bad lah.
& there's band tomorrow.
i hope i don't screw up too badly.

so should have practised during exam period lah.



went to lot one for lunch after that.
went to walk around after that.
we went crazy at kiddy palace! hahahas. ;x
i shall upload the pictures next time. (:



the haze is back.
the PSI is 130 now.
drink more water & take care people!
(yao4 he4 duo1 duo1 shui3)


hahahaha. ;x


please don't feel left out.
you know we're always here for you.



70 days to christmas!
you! you owe me a christmas present okay. (:


& i realised your importance.
i guess i took things for granted eh.
i won't anymore.

(:



spent my whole day watching full house.
hahaha, sorry bibiana,
the cds were there, i couldn't resist.
i'll watch with you again huh. haha. (:

rain is so not cute lah.
i still think hyun bin's better. haha! :x



cme tomorrow,
may jiajin get full marks and prove mr methias wrong. (:
& the rest of us shall just be damn proud of him.
hahahahaha! (:





梁静茹 - 亲亲



:]

71 days to christmas.


sudden thoughts came to me when i heard my mum talking to my aunt in dialect over the phone earlier on.


we, the teenagers of today,
how many of us can speak fluent dialect?
of course, besides the swearing part.
and yes, i'm damn sure there are people who swear in hokkien like they're damn great, when they don't even know what they're talking about.

like, what the hell?


let's go back to the time when
we started to learn to read, write and speak.
i, personally, have little recollections.
i can't remember when i started to learn english,
how did i even learn to write my own name?

time passes so quickly,
it's already been fourteen years and a few months,
since the day i was brought to this world.
then, think again, that fourteen years just passed so quickly,
so quickly i can't even remember the details.
great, i can't even remember what i wore yesterday.


OFF TRACK.


learning a language is such a process.
for english, you start by learning the ABCs.
for chinese, we learn hen, shu, pie, na, and han yu pin yin.
& i guess many of us have forgotten the process already.

dialects like teochew, hokkien, hainamnese, haka etc, etc.
how many of us really know how'd we learnt those?
okay, most of us only know bits and pieces.
i can confidently say,
i'll never speak fluent teochew like my parents.
& i doubt the following generations can.


the world's been taken over by
the most commonly spoken, english.
or at least, in my world, & the people around me.
oh and yes, chinese language,
what is said to be increasingly important today.

then again, even in english & chinese,
how many of us really speak perfect english & chinese?


language's something we all use in speech,
for communication.
i guess its really important.

i despise all those losers who swear in some alien language,
and don't even know what the meaning of the words are.
stop trying to act cool. its not.
loser-ness.


well, no matter what language you speak in,
the words still have their meaning.
so, mean what you say.


don't disappoint others,
don't make empty promises,
don't be such an asshole.


(:




yes i realised the pointlessness of this post.
i was just trying to pass time lah. heh.

merry christmas.
its 72 days to christmas.
and christmas is on a monday.


:D


oh yes, that was my 100th post.
as in the previous one. hahahaha.
so, happy 101st post? yeah. ahahahaha.


ONE LITRE OF TEARS! :]

watch it, sure cry.
if jerelyn still doesn't cry, she's alien.
fwahahahaha.

anyway, its some japanese show,
about a girl who got a disease &'s gonna die.
& i got it from my tuition teacher. HAHA.
coolness eh. lol.


its really nice lah.
11 episodes only.
short and sweet. ahaha. (:






i shall go and study for cme later. ;D


thank you food poisoning cases.
thank you teachers' day & all events to be over.
there's no more time left.
i guess we can't do much already. =/




can we just like forget it?

i'm tired.




i hate all the shit you put me through.
i hate uncertainty.
i hate to have to anticipate.
i hate to not have you by my side.
but i still love you. (:
this is going to be the longest five days.
time will pass.
the sun will rise again,
and this time, it'll shine out brighter.


let's just take a short break.
we'll all have a good rest.
& tomorrow we'll all be happy again.




smile? yeah. smile. (:


here's a tasty treat for you.

COOKIES! (:



&& call me materialistic,
but i now love my specs more than all my soft toys.
HAHAHA.


TADAAH!

;D okay, they're beige.

& ME.


hahahas. yay!
i think its worth 150 bucks okay. (:
okay maybe its not. OKAY IT IS. -.- grr.



i can now act ken lim with my own specs. haha! (:


baked cookies!
they look really pretty. ;D
taste really nice too.

nope, i'm not lying. (:



tiring.
thank you to liling, dolly, leeling & youjing.
today's been really long, and hot. ;D
hopefully everything will turn out fine yah? (:







sigh.
the next five days' gonna be weird.
or rather, empty. :/
please let time pass quickly,
so quickly that i won't even realise it.
nevertheless, take care & have fun dear!



my mum's coming home with my specs later.
i can't wait!






i have so much i wanna say,
but i choose to keep it inside,
then when i start regretting,
it gets too late to change anything.
so i'll just hide under the table & grieve.

its a sad process.


exams are over.
i went for tuition.
i know, i'm damn guai lah. :D



today's english oral was alright.
i crapped quite a lot,
but then i think it turned out quite well lah. (:
at least i didn't stammer and shiver. haha!





watched Stay Alive today.
i have to admit, i was damn scared.
yes, loser, i know, thank you. -.-
i'm not going to attempt to play any online games.



whoo!
going to bake cookies tomorrow.
hopefully everything turns out fine & works out.


FOUR THOUSAND DOLLARS!


now, here's an interesting conversation.





we have effectively made use of the emoticons.
hahaha! business partner oh business partner.
this time of hardship & being in debt is driving us crazy.
may our business pick up and prosper again.

(:


EXAMS ARE OVER.
转眼又过了一年。
"turn eye and another year has passed."

i shan't comment on the paper. haha.

well, happy lohlo day everyone.
we're one day closer to the seperation of twofive day.
so let's just treasure the remaining days we have yah.
LETS PLAY CONCENTRATION GAME IN CLASS!
fwahahahaha.

okay, that was meant to be funny. so, laugh. (:
wth lah. hahahahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA!



photos. (:


friday night!
happy mid-autumn festival.
this year, i played lanterns alone! okay, with mercy.
fwahahahhaa.

hung them on a bamboo stick in my house's airwell.




fireeeee~

& today, we went to macs for lunch, and zhen's house for bowling.

pssssst.

the expanded G.S.

be friendly lah, zhen!


professor, loser, blossom, predator. haha!

bibiana! you look damn pro lah.

daisy pushing the ball.

zhen & hardy.

jerlyn! haha.

ben.

i said be friendly.

CAVIN IS GAY I TELL YOU.

& ELLISE LIM STRIKED.

take a closer look.

and we still won in the end! (:


i paired with weijie,
he's named PREDATOR, & i'm PGO.
so it ended up like PP. -.- haha.

rule the world okay. :D

& the sixteenth of the month is coming. :D